Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Hormones in overdrive

It is funny how when you are infested with hormones, the whole world looks ugly! Almost funny that is..

Normally what you would be very proud of, suddenly you pity yourself for. And if you know how much I hate self-pity in people, you can imagine what a messy whirlwind I have been in. Pitying myself and then hating myself for it. And then feeling weird about it all. And then suddenly wondering what the hell is wrong with me because this is a complete new me that I have never been even acquainted with, sigh!

Me is hoping it is just the hormones and the effect won't be long lasting :) And that I will not become a permanently damaged character ;) And my sleeplessness is not at all helping :((

Well, hopefully it will all be over soon. 20 more days to go for the baby to come :) As always I am the eternal optimist ;)

Now let's see if planning a vacation will help. Long term vacation but heck, I can plan from now, can I not? :)

10 comments:

Deepika said...

Hey Divya

You are going to be a wonderful mom. Congratulations!!!

DivSu said...

Thanks Deepika! :)

Deepu said...

if it makes u feel any better, u have company babe... me. from lonliness to being swarmed over by ppl, from idleness to being swamped like i am a new recruitee at a start up company ;).. i don't know what to expect, how to take it sometimes.. very overwhelming, i too am stayin put brave and optimistic, hoping all this will be over soon (the harmones infested pregnancy and postpartum) and we shall all happily live ever after ;) :)

love ya.
cheers.

DivSu said...

Deepu - I can understand :)

Anonymous said...

Awww
take care Divs.
Hope everything goes fine! :--)

-Z

Random thots said...

20 more days is not a hell lot of time.Plan from now on.Your baby likes to be only with you on your long vacation.

Shubhika Taneja said...

Congratulations (in advance)!

Anonymous said...

Hey Congratulations !! that's awesome news...take care...

PS. Love reading your blog as I can easily relate to all that you write. I am in Milwaukee, WI and enjoyed reading your description of midwest places, weather etc. , life in the US and the transition back to India....Thanks and keep up your good work :)

Anonymous said...

Hey Congratulations !! that's awesome news...take care...

PS. Love reading your blog as I can easily relate to all that you write. I am in Milwaukee, WI and enjoyed reading your description of midwest places, weather etc. , life in the US and the transition back to India....Thanks and keep up your good work :)

Anonymous said...

Thatz awesome news congratulations !! and good luck to all those sleepless nights of baby wonders !!

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